Kay I left dA for ages out of boredom. I don't have a tablet or a good scanner, so I didn't see the point in posting any of the heaps of art I drew between then and now. Always improving, but always room for more.

I won't leave yet, even though there is little for me to do here. Maybe once I get a tablet and a better scanner I'll make a new account for a fresh start.

OH BIG NEWS. On Tuesday July 29th, my mum gave birth to a baby boy, my new baby brother. :3 We haven't decided on a name yet, but ZOMG SDFSHDFISHIFH he's adorable. And it's mindblowing knowing such a tiny thing one day will be a full grown, matured, developed person.

That and after a whole load of dramaz, I'm going to college in September. Crapping myself senseless about it, and really disappointed I had to go for a 'gentle reintroduction into the system' instead of something very interesting and challenging. So instead of going for Psychology and Philosophy, I had to apply for a BTEC in Art and Design. Let's hope it's better than the GCSE.

It'sallgood. I hope everyone watching me is well, and drop a comment ~

(The mood thing is fucked up, so ignore it)

Damned dA. I sort out about what, 50 pages worth of favourites. I've got 594 deviations in my inbox. How in hell with I keep up with categorising my daily favourites once I'm done doing the 300+ pages of them? It's impossible, I gave up, and I'm back to favouriting all I like. Hopefully dA will make it so that you can scroll to the oldest favourite, or like, every 20 pages.

Oh well ~

I have over 300 pages.

I wish dA had the idea of categorising them much earlier. Now I have to spent a long time organising all the pictures for reference, lost in 300 pages worth of all kinds of art I faved for all kinds of reasons.

Also I wish there was the option to go to the oldest page to slowly kill off favourites I don't need. Hmm.

It's going to be a killer task. Just hope I actually manage it.

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Started the gruelling task of categorising my 300+ pages of favourites. Last time I tried to get to the highest page I got past 327...ugh

Then dA is trippin out and not even doing the categorising! UGH! So I have to redo, like, 5-6 pages! I got so frustrated |D

It also means stopping myself from faving, which I do en masse and like, all the time. So no looking at the 114 deviations. TTATT It's just gonna build up like a bitch.

I've recently got my eager hands on some manga, and I luvs it. :3

Bleach volume 1-4

Naruto volume 1-7

Loveless volume 1-2

Free Collar Kingdom volume 1

Gravitation EX 1


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I want to get the rest of the volumes, and get Hellsing by Kohta Hirano (plus some of his unfinished, old mangas).

Elfen Lied is another I fancy getting, and Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, but all 3 of them are probably classified hentai's because of the amount of gore, and sometimes nudity.

Recently watched Battle Royal, adapted from the manga, which I've seen in the store I get my manga. Wondering if I should get it.

Oh, and FullMetal Alchemist.

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Once my depression completely fucks off, I can move on to college. Because I was expelled from my secondary school for lack of attendance (unofficially this is discrimination, because my attendance was caused by anxiety, this caused by mental illness) I never got GCSE's, so I'll either have to take them at college, or take courses that don't require qualifications.

Subjects I dearly want to take:

- Philosophy
-Psychology
-Creative Writing
-German
-Japanese
-British Sign Language

Despite my depression, I've been wanting to take such colourful, rewarding subjects since I was little, strangely. I've always had high aspirations, and I can't wait until my mind stops being such a fuckup and I can move on.

Peace out

I don't really do art for deviantart anymore, there isn't much for me here. My life is rather overwhelming, so I don't pay this place much attention anymore.

I only come online to favourite art that I will surely use as reference later for my own art.

So, yeah, since there isn't anything here, you won't find me posting art or journals. I'm just focussing on not being a pathetic mental fuckup.

Kay, till whenever I return properly.

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